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Hello. My name is
nurulain.
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I study in St Anthony's canossian secondary, haha.:D
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Friday, January 15, 2010!
Love you always; 5:58 AM
okay it is quite a shock to me
cause actually i get first in class
for my religious class
quite interesting rite..
actually i don't believe that i can get first.
now i'm going to start talking from the first day of school
which is last monday..
quite interesting
but actually i really hate that class till now
i dunno how i'm going to suffer in that class
do u noe that one time
when i asked my fren to keep quiet politely
she just stare at me as if i did something wrong
i wan to change to 2.8
wat a bad luck am i in that class rite...
that fren also is being so rude to the teacher
as if she is at home talking to her parents..
very clever but very rude..like me(a bit only)
last week i have cca...
so shock that my fren said that i'm out of cca
damn it...
ok jus finish it here..
a very long story if i am going to say now
now im going to talk about this week
my drama teacher is miss O..SO COOL
her full name is Oniatta she is a Suria actress
i tink so..
ok sort of
now im going to talk about today..
i cried because i was out of the comp team..
damn
actually i was acting happy
cause that is what everybody want to see me
but actually im hurting inside bcoz of other people
i am crying inside my heart..
can u all feel u practice for almost half of the year being in comp team but suddenly you
were kicked out..
how sad is that
Wednesday, December 30, 2009!
Love you always; 12:05 AM
Woah....
6 MORE DAYS..i HAVEN'T EVEN DONE MY HOMEWORK..
My cousins had returned home at now our house is now quiet and no more fighting
it is like hell two days ago..
i never imagined that my nieces can so rude to their aunt which is me
i really want to kill them.
starve them to death
or even suffocate
or putting a lot of pills inside their meals..
sound scary rite...
I won't be that evil..
my mom have just lost her voice
cause we kept scolding her again and again
i really hate hearing her shouting at little idiots guys and girls
Wednesday, December 23, 2009!
Love you always; 9:12 PM
i a having a hard time here. I don't really believe what the doctor had told me. i am still not confirm whether i am a minor or inter.. if i am an inter, i will nid to put more blood in me. Due to the experience that my cousins had, they told me it is really really very very pain that you can't ever imagine. i am really so scared about it. my blood level is really very low and i nid to suffer by goin to KKH for another blood test. i'm dying in three more years(tis is wat my brother's gf told me) i'm really does not know whether or not i am living longer...i am really really very scared...it is all in Allah's hand
