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Friday, December 12, 2008!
Love you always; 9:33 AM
Nothing means nothing for me And afraid is really means afraid to me..There is this really great news to you all..Whenever my brother get scolded it should be tomorrow is Friday and thah means my brother is needed tp pray ata the mosque and i am left alone at home with my mother..And the chance when my mother start asking me this weird question...And this question has the answer to it and the answer is coming from me ..And i really hardly tell the answer to my mother because i don't my brother to hurt..I can really what my brother is feeling as i had felt that before even my family don't know about that as they don't what is my feeling in my heart which is inside and not outer apperance meaning outside...Everytime when i watch some movie in the net ithe story will always has a part that the storyline is really about me..I whenever i watch this movies in my heart i was really really hurt but everytime i will tell others that this story is really heartbreaking and sad and it makes you want to cry and they thought that it is really funny..If only my parents don't abandon me ( means that they will care about me even though it is not everyday) I think they know my feeling and how i really hated my siblings...I really got to go...And now i really really HATED my brothers(REALLY REALLY REALLY)
Thursday, December 11, 2008!
Love you always; 7:17 AM
I jus thought this year holiday will be going well as my family have planned to book a chalet , go to wild wild wetand escape theme park with my cousins(my mother side) and many more..But due to one of my brother mistakes, our great holiday was ruined when we just came back from my aunty hous..I tink i can't forget the incident that happen a long time age(not so) before this happening..Is the same mistakes...I always be smiling all along even my brother was scolded but for today, i cried when i was eating and the crying cannot be stopped but before this my heart was really really hurt..The big mistake that my brother had done is really unforgivable..Even my parents(i mean my family) can't forgive that mistake that my brother had done again..It is straight this year that the incident happening over and over again..If only there is a time travels , i will really go back to the incident and stopped him from doing it..But I tink there is no such things as time travels in this world as it is just a creation from somebody....I really want to beat him(my brother) but i can't because he is older than me...That thing cant really get off from him!!!And my stupid cousins really cannot shut his own mouth..If that stupid cousins come to my house or i meet him, I will really shout at him for not shutting his own mouth..But i really dont know if is it true that the incident happen or they just lying...But why does my brother follow him and why does this person follow him and asked him to do this..This person is really heartless i think this person is jus giving our family problems and making my brother getting a scolding from my parents(sorry it is not a scolding it is a great scolding)If this person sees my blog, i tink this person will really be angry with me..But my brother is saying to my parents that he is lacked of attention but i think he is not and i think that i am the person who is lacked of attention...I was scolded of this and that hut actually i am not the person who is wrong i was accused and i was just bluffing so that the mistake will be done and thats all..And when everytime i get scolded is because of a guy not even a girl is involved in any of my situation...I think i am really grateful to be born in a family of all guys and except for me a girl because i will get scolded everytime..Thats why when my brother get scolded i was really happ but eventually my heart was really hurt..A nd thats how my holiday was ruined and i am borned in a weird family =>(fake smile)=<(this is the real smile that i have now) xoxo
